Queen Eats Humble Pie
Yesterday was not one of my better days.
A few months ago I learned how to sharpen knives with a stone. The object is to remove any burrs - little dents and dings - from the blade by drawing it deftly across an abrasive surface. You must hold the blade at a very subtle angle and gently rub it across the stone in circles, gradually wearing down the imperfections, making it straight and true.
One of the things I love about Mr. F is that he has a particular knack for sharpening me that no one else has. He is loving and respectful about it, but he doesn't beat around the mulberry bush either.
Yesterday morning I clearly woke up on the wrong side of the bed and seemed aggravated with the world in general. When I posted, I was in high dudgeon and feeling pretty high and mighty. By the afternoon hours, my high and mightiness gradually gave way to feeling kind of sheepish. By dinner, I was looking for some backup.
"I was, uh, a little aggravated when I posted this morning...."
Mr. F. just looked up in acknowledgment.
"Uh, did you read-?"
"Um, yeah." he said.
*Wince*
His tone and expression told me what I was already beginning to suspect. I did go overboard and overreact with both of my posts yesterday. It was far from criminal, but far from being cool-headed and reasonable.
I feel like I failed my first real blog test on how to handle comments. Is there a better way? I need to think about this. And as far as the person who asked for my name, I could have been quite a bit more civil about that. If you didn't write me off as a big jerk on a high-horse, and happen to be reading this, I'm sorry.
Rather than sit here and manufacture reasons for why I blew a fuse yesterday I should just state publicly that I am the type of person who flies off the handle, more than I care to admit. Subtlety and shutting my mouth is not something I excel at, which is partly behind some of my difficulties in the organized church, business, etc. I can only be good for so long, sooner or later I shoot my mouth off. Bluntness is my specialty.
Mr. F is exactly the opposite in this regard, his quietness and respect temper me. I can almost sense the wry smile on the face of the Lord, seeing how life with Mr. F gently smoothes away my rough edges. Someday maybe I'll be keen, my words and deeds smooth and precise.
Until then, mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa...
As iron sharpens iron,
So a man sharpens the countenance of his friend.
Proverbs 27:17
One of the things I love about Mr. F is that he has a particular knack for sharpening me that no one else has. He is loving and respectful about it, but he doesn't beat around the mulberry bush either.
Yesterday morning I clearly woke up on the wrong side of the bed and seemed aggravated with the world in general. When I posted, I was in high dudgeon and feeling pretty high and mighty. By the afternoon hours, my high and mightiness gradually gave way to feeling kind of sheepish. By dinner, I was looking for some backup.
"I was, uh, a little aggravated when I posted this morning...."
Mr. F. just looked up in acknowledgment.
"Uh, did you read-?"
"Um, yeah." he said.
*Wince*
His tone and expression told me what I was already beginning to suspect. I did go overboard and overreact with both of my posts yesterday. It was far from criminal, but far from being cool-headed and reasonable.
I feel like I failed my first real blog test on how to handle comments. Is there a better way? I need to think about this. And as far as the person who asked for my name, I could have been quite a bit more civil about that. If you didn't write me off as a big jerk on a high-horse, and happen to be reading this, I'm sorry.
Rather than sit here and manufacture reasons for why I blew a fuse yesterday I should just state publicly that I am the type of person who flies off the handle, more than I care to admit. Subtlety and shutting my mouth is not something I excel at, which is partly behind some of my difficulties in the organized church, business, etc. I can only be good for so long, sooner or later I shoot my mouth off. Bluntness is my specialty.
Mr. F is exactly the opposite in this regard, his quietness and respect temper me. I can almost sense the wry smile on the face of the Lord, seeing how life with Mr. F gently smoothes away my rough edges. Someday maybe I'll be keen, my words and deeds smooth and precise.
Until then, mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxima culpa...
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